wow last night could have been so much better. i dont see why it was necessary to bring her along? was she personally invited? no. and i really think her behavior was totally unacceptable. not only because we're older than her, but because youre supposed to respect everyone. and then you had the nerve to cry? or so ive been told. bull shit. yeah you may have more problems than any of us, but you gotta face the fucking facts that you arent the only one that goes through an ass load of problems. and then i was accused of talking about someone the whole night, which was the biggest load of bull shit ive ever heard in my life. yeah, im just as smart as that fuckin girl who talked shit about us when we were 10 feet in front of her. hello, i have fucking ears. and im not as fucking rude as her to talk about someone right behind them. stupid bitch, i cant believe that i ever thought you were a sweet girl.  bossing us around, telling us to hurry up, walk slower, everything. god you have so much nerve, and it runs in the family from what ive seen. not a threat, but a promise- talk shit about me or any of my girls again and you WILL NOT make it to the 9th grade. test me, i dare you. youll see what happens and it wont be pretty. get your fuckin attitude in line, learn to respect everyone, including the elderly people that you seem to love talking shit about, and people that you dont even know; which means me.

im gonna loove all the comments and remarks i get about this, and i hope i get one from you bitch.

sorry for all the innocent people that read this and dont know whats going on. long story and yeah..

today was another boring day. the excitement of the day was.. well there wasnt any. it was just a plain old shitty day..

last grade for geometry is a project worth 30 points. if i get a 30/30 ill have a.. 76% i think. which is a c =( so close to a b.. sorta.. and yeah.

i got home and fell asleep on the couch.. i asked my dad to bring me chicken fingers from arbys. and he got me a beef and cheddar instead, which i was totally not in the mood for. so i had like 4 bites and threw the rest out and just ate my fries. ugh.

took myself a hot steamy shower.. made cupcakes and iced em.. and here i am.

such a fun day eh?.. ya'll come back now ya hear?!  later.

=D atreyu! woo.. i <3 them.

today was an average boring day.

foods and nutrition - our group made now you see it now you dont.. we had that, and some icecream.. we made sprite floats 'ohh no, theyre good - ive had them before'.. aww crayAp!.. embarassing stories.. and many other things.

second block was fun.. ms barone came and sat in our italian class to observe dimatteo.. we were all well behaved, and right when she left we went back to being the abnoxious class we are.  dimatteo goes 'so you want to be like this? and be disrespectful??' [something along those lines] and we all go 'yeah........' it was hilarious..  =( aw and we're switching seats.. after we found that out i was given a bear hug around my neck, which really hurt.. by roberto. -tear- im gonna miss sitting by him. we can still do air fists i gues.. no more grossioso.. :'(

world civ was cool, we learned about the aral sea some more.. and wrapped up everything with that pretty much. then we went down to the mobiles to check em out.. me, licia, ashley and manda went down during foods, but we went down again anyways..

at lunch.. i swear.. im gonna kill sean, no joke. hes getting so damn annoying, i just wanna kill him. ugh, and he just wont ever be quiet. i hate him so much.. rawrrr!!!

and geometry was shitty as usual.. some of the stuff we did was easy but the rest was hard.. so.. im pretty much screwed for this test we have, whenever it will be. we have a project and the test, and those are the last grades for this grading period. ugh. i have like a 73% or something now.. i dont know. i want a B so bad, but that will never happen.

and im reaaaaaally tired, so im gonna go take a nice long nap under my electric blankey =) night.

How do I,
Get through one night without you?
If I had to live without you,
What kind of life would that be?
Oh, I need....
I need you in my arms, need you to hold,
You're my world, my heart, my soul,
If you ever leave,
Baby you would take away everything good in my life,
And tell me now
How do I live without you?
I want to know,
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?
Without you,
There'd be no sun in my sky,
There would be no love in my life,
There'd be no world left for me.
And I,
Baby I don't know what I would do,
I'd be lost if I lost you,
If you ever leave,
Baby you would take away everything good in my life,
And tell me now,
How do I live without you?
I want to know,
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?
Please tell me baby,
How do I go on?
If you ever leave,
Baby you would take away everything,
I need you with me,
Baby don't you know that you're everything,
Good in my life?
And tell me now,
How do I live without you,
I want to know,
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?
How do I live without you?
How do I live without you baby?

just thought id sing a little song for you. actually no, that was how do i live by leann rimes, or however you spell her name.

thanks to all the kind people who signed my tagboard :D aka jarod and alicia [peter] lol  i <3 you lovely tagboard signers!

wow.. not too much updating to do

the geometry test, i thought, was sooo easy.. maybe that means ill do bad on it. thats usually the case though.  anyways, after school i took the bus home with anita and just when i thought i had gotten away from seans annoying-ness for the day, i was proved wrong. i had forgot that he rode her bus. so for like.. 20 minutes i had to put up with his crap.. ugh.

but anyways after that we went to davidsons, and as always, i ordered chicken fingers and fries =) mmmm.. after that we went livia calais [i probably spelled it wrong] and looked at dresses for this upcoming winter formal everyone is talking about.  so i grabbed this one dress it was purdy cute, lightish purple i guess, and anita got a black and white one- it was absolutely BEAUTIFUL. so we went and tried them on. the dress i had was H U G E!!! im like wow what was i thinking getting this size?! it looked nice on me though once the nice lady helped me figure out how it would fit if it was the right size. it was so hott. and i didnt get to see anita in hers because she changed before i could.

after that we went on a lil hunt for some big baggy pants for halloween. we couldnt find any. ATTENTION: all guys out there that want to see if i can get in their pants-let me know!  lol no. but if you have some big pants - LET ME HAVE THEM!!! ill give them back. i just need some for a day.

umm.. after that we went to anitas and hung out. looked through yearbooks-*tear* the memories. and listened to music. then we made ourselves some pizza and hot chocolate. we watched a little trading spaces, mtv cribs.. and i think by that time it was about 7 30 - so we were off for the night. +POOF+

i arrived home at about 11 15.. i had quite a fun night.. dont think anita taught her, because it was ME that taught allyson all her stripper moves and dances. shes my most recent project, im turning her into a little whore. oh yeah. hahaha. and some other fun stuff happened.. i just cant remember.

my brother drove me home. he drives SO SLOW! omg im like i can walk faster than this. and my dad bitched about how slow he went and how long it took because he didnt feel good. but i was so exhausted from my long day that i went to bed at like.. 11 30. which is very early for me.

and here i am. i woke up at about 10 20, and couldnt find a darned thing to eat so im starving.

and this was a long enough entry, so ill write more some other time.  later people

i guess me and dani are alright now. our group gotta get out to the mall this weekend and get our halloween stuff and sadies stuff..

ugh, so i missed yesterday [3 or my 4 blocks] and in italian, we ended up having a quiz today that i didnt take.... and in geometry we reviewed for a test that we have TOMORROW that i still have to take.. im gonna fail it. no joke. i dont understand how to do ANYTHING!!!! whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy... hold on im about to calculate my current grade in geometry so.. hold on.. alright..

i have a 73% as of so far this semester and the previous semester [which is a low c]..

just this semester so far i have ..... a 71%.. which is a low c. ugh i just really want a b..

this coming test tomorrow is worth like 75 points.. so... egh.. lets see..

if i miss 0 questions on the test ill have an 82% which is a b. [that will never happen]

if i miss 5 questions on the test ill have a 79% which is a c..

moving down to about the grade ill get..

if i miss 15 questions on the test ill have a 74% which is a c..

but.. assuming i do completely terrible, which is an option since i dont know how to do any of this..

if i miss 25 questions, ill have a 69% which is a d.. <~~  im actually thinking thats what im gonna get.. a 50/75

dont i just think so positively??

anywho, sorry for all the math. im a loser.


we got our world civ tests back.. i got an 85/110, its a 77%.. so i think in that class i have a high c or a low b.

italian we got progress reports.. i have.. a 93% or something.

wow.. does anyone care?? i bet not .. im just writing this here for nothing.  seeing how i have NO comments really! wow. COMMENT YOU BITCHES i know you all read this, so dont just be a little shit and not say anything.


anywho. onto better stuff.. im havin arbys for dinner :) mmm.. a choco shake.. im getting excited thinking about drinking it down.. mm. lol

this was a long enough entry.. so thats it.

LiCiA 6 4 2 1 (3:44:21 PM): a white girl gone black and never coming back

haha i <3 alicia. shes 'pimp shit' and yeah - thats a compliment!

for some reason ive just had urges all day to just cry.. and i think i know why, but i dont feel like writing about it. its hard to write about it, when i dont even know what i feel.

anyways, i made cupcakes earlier. theyre really good. i spent some quality time icing them and thinking about things. theyre yellow with vanilla frosting. yum.